Even though I am recognizing in subtle whispers whether or not something is true and resonant, I still find myself wanting to experience it in gross forms and test it out so that I can compare and contrast experience and confirm my subtle intuition. But it’s like once I recognize my pattern of triple checking gross experience and then I see that in relation to the subtle experience, I can begin to trust the more subtle experience and digest through having to exhaust so much of the gross experience.