I just remembered that the point is self-realization, and I was telling her that it is to realize that it is myself. I have the direct experience that it is myself—the purity of the resonance that I seek is within me. When I tried to find it outside myself, it didn’t work. This shows that it’s not out there; it’s not in him; it is within me.
That is the point. I understand now that it’s within myself. There’s no reason to settle or go after scraps because when I am in the purity of my own resonance, everything is given. That is the point. I am here to discover and unveil the most purely resonant, expansive, beautiful trajectory and realize its fullness within myself.
I’ve had significant breakthroughs with Joe, realizing that it’s all me. The point is to continually realize that it’s all me and that it’s all mine. Every time I try to give it away, I need to own it again and affirm, “Nope, it’s me, it’s me, it’s me.” This is the point: to continually deepen and see even deeper that it is me and that it is mine, and that it’s not out there. My direct experience confirms that it doesn’t feel good to seek outside. Everything is just a reflection of me, my own epicness, and my own alignment.
As I digest this realization, it’s becoming clear that my focus is on myself. I don’t need to settle with Kane or spend time with him because it doesn’t feel holistically good. I would rather wait for something that feels wholly good rather than putting myself in a partial situation. It’s better to say no entirely and wait for what I truly desire, like the sweet love I felt the other day in the car. That feeling is a breadcrumb indicating that I am on the right track.
I will naturally align and digest the fullness of my own resonance. I will easily say no to what doesn’t resonate because I am convicted in the fullness of myself and my self-realization. As a result, opportunities and experiences will come along to reflect that. It’s going to be romantic, beautiful, and full of love. I won’t be duped into thinking it’s in someone else; it will be an alignment within myself, confirming my own alignment.
This realization—that it’s all entirely me and that it’s all within me—is what I’ve always wanted. It’s about realizing and owning my own epicness. Going forward, my intention is to realize more of my own epicness, own it, and be convicted in it. I will purify all beliefs and perspectives that place it outside of me and instead affirm, “No.” I will engage with people and projects that resonate with my pure resonance and say a firm “No” to those that don’t, because I am committed to the full resonance of myself.