My mind and my heart is blown. I’m sitting here lucidly awake in the dream of my higher self. It’s never felt so unreal/ surreal. It jsut gets more epic.

Immediately after our keta call, like it started clicking… every last perception that hurt about Joe, sucked up healed in the light of our keta field awareness/love/light. And an hour later in the parking lot a guy comes up and asked me for my number. And I just spent two hours talking to him about my desire of my next level partner and it was just ridiculously Goosebumps surreal how I could just speak so clearly and truly to that desire and he could understand and expand upon it.

And now every time I feel just hurt it’s immediately transformed into the realized desire for my new partner. And now it just makes perfect sense that I had to let joe go in that way in order to awaken to my true desire for a more compatible partner. It’s all moving so fast, the comedy commercial career marketing it’s like instantaneous nowadays realities feels like instantaneous, all I desire is instantaneously done, like I’m some video game character lucidly awake in this video game. You guys I’m just getting Goosebumps this is too fun.

It is so obviously perfect and as a desire even when I can’t see it it’s ridiculous. And Way Beyond Claire Way Way Beyond her. my desire unfolds.

It makes sense now why I had a massive falling in love experience after Joe blocked me, and I received clear desire for the next level intimate partner that I wasn’t even fully aware I was Desiring. It’s almost like he had to step away in order for me to realize this desire so clearly.