The incomplete picture of merging my drop with the ocean, and my desire to balance it with a merging of the ocean with my ever-evolving drop!
The drop is the ocean and the ocean is the drop. It’s an infinite sea of drops that are oceans of drops. So no, I don’t agree with many teachers, we don’t lose our individuation when we merge into higher densities of all that is. God is in essence an integration of all that is so by nature its impossible to lose something.
Rather, God is forever integrating and including and would never negate or remove something from existence.
So rather, you merge with God from your individuation.
And you can have a new insight and perspective on reality that’s never been had before. In fact that’s the entire point… For reality to evolve ever new perspectives on itself and to see more of itself from all of itself and all of itself from the ever evolving individuated perspectives on itself. It goes both ways simultaneously and is complete in that simultaneity. On the other hand, to say that the ocean dissolves the drop and the individuation is lost… Feels incomplete. You see?
So because the absolute is the completion, yes you carry your individuated perspectives into the absolute and in fact you are ever expanding and integrating more of your individuated perspective by including and evolving with many perspectives still from your individuated pov on all that is and seeing all that is from your ever expanding individuated perspective. So even when you quote merge with all that is, it still contains and is seen from your individuation. See that feels much better than to think I dissolve and lose my individuation, my unique expression. That perspective felt crappy.
No its not lost at all… In fact it will continue to evolve and expand into more refined individuation from the point of view of infinity within infinity and from the individuation point of view on infinity within infinity, it goes both ways simultaneously, for all of no time.
You see… I just crafted a new perspective on it all. Or did you see this too but in a different perspective? Haha!
Absolutely all perspectives are the same. But see… From the ocean all the drops are unique and from the drops all the ocean is the same. They point to the same one thing: that is all the differentiation is contained within the sameness and the sameness contains the differentiation and essentially I’m saying the same thing you see: the resolution of all paradox: the simultenuity: the truth.
OMG I could refine this essay for all of infinity hahah I realize the fractal goes on forever and so would my writing so I better stop now since I have some relativity to go experience within infinity. Shoot I’m so tired of this I just want to hug my puppy and sing a Disney song. No more God stuff. Even though it’s all God and my puppy and Disney are more drops of God and/or Gods of drops.
In conclusion the drop is the ocean and the ocean is the drop! And we are in a sea of oceans of drops that are oceans from the one same ocean.
Oh shit.
Wait let me explain a little more actually…
From my experience, as I evolve, it doesn’t feel like I’ve let it go. Rather it feels like it’s evolved from separative perspectives to more holistic perspectives and that individuation of ever expanding perspective is contained within all that is. It’s not negated and dissolved away at all…especially because the nature of God is that it integrates and includes, it doesn’t remove anything.
Also I’ve found its not a matter of letting go of attachments by force…rather you realize more essence behind the triggers and then the attachment naturally becomes empty of substance, is seen as a permission slip for your own self, and is integrated back into yourself. Simply put there is no more trigger of lack and therefore no more perceived need for whatever the attachment is quite naturally. You simply rest in more of yourself and that is enough. But do you see… It’s not removed it is understood and integrated.
So maybe Behtnio is referring to individuation seen from individuation(from lack) that is let go of, seen as empty in essence, a permission slip for yourself (your infinite self seen from infinity.) In which case attachments aren’t necessarily “bad” by nature that we have to remove all of… Maybe they are forms of individuation that we outgrow as we evolve to see ourselves from more expanded persepectives, more expansive versions of with new individuations that include and transcend past individuations. On and on it goes for eternity.
Essentially I am saying that maybe we are meant to ever evolve our individuation within the sea of all that is, rather than simply dissolve into all that is and lose our individuation.
But I’m sure by now you get the point and I’ve written too much.
OK now puppy and Disney.