What I learned is that epicness and Alignment to that epicness of my most amazing higher self dream is like finding the needle in the haystack threading a needle even in the haystack, as in noticing that I don’t have my mouse pad and instead of going to buy one recognizing I need to go home. As in noticing I’m feeling off and feeling into the subtleties to the point where I can’t even type it out or write it out or say it it’s so subtle and being able to just go into the subtle exploration for its own sake and Traverse more spiritual mess that way by myself all the way back to epicness that way and practice compounding my Consciousness on levels of subtlety actually with less need for writing and speaking get into it now all the epicness all the inside all the way bentino level fucking amazingness