I’m realizing that I can’t sleep alone every night. In most cases, I need to be getting out and sleeping with other people in different places. However, when I was just with Bryan, that worked too, but I didn’t have my own space. Ideally, I think the best arrangement is to have my own space and also get out to sleep with others in different places, usually about every other night. That seems to feel best, but I also want to follow the flow of energy. After a particularly intense day of work, for example, I might want to be in a new space, cuddling, to let the energy breathe. It feels really restrictive to just stay here.”
