I don’t want to waste any more energy figuring it out going back and forth I just want to hone I just want to hone and I just want to build and I just want to go deeper and I want to stop being scattered and I would felt a new foundation and a new place with a new partner and a new life and it is done and I’m starting to build that now that I can deepen in what I truly desire for a career and for a lifestyle and for a relationship it is done it’s done it is
