I asked the question, why do I feel disconnected and lack of what I desire in the emptiness?I realized I...
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Making Love to the Absolute: My Eternal Orgasm
I have moments of lightning insight, blissful dreams, unbearable desire…total orgasms of my calling essence coming together, emotional resonance from...
Constituted as the Mission
To apply the mission in each moment shifts me into alignment no-nonsense. Nourishing this vision we share creates a larger...
Desire Behind NLS and NST: An Accelerative Collective Counsiousness
I do desire to interact with Benthino and beings of his caliber and beyond, but Jonathon says I will know...
Nls Keta as a Collective Counsiousness Accelerating Reality
I broke out into cathartic tears last night after my keta call. The last bits of unforgiving, resistance thought melted...
Overwhelmed by Infinite Epicness
I am overwhelmed with infinite love and epicness. Overwhelming beauty. Overwhelming mindfuck. Utter and complete awe. And it just gets...
You are AMAZING
As much as I am discovering I am mind fuckingly amazing… An utter goddess that blows my mind more and...
Purify all You Desire
Watch all the ways you weaken yourself. All the blocks and excuses and little depressions.And it will blow your mind.How...
Perception and wiping front to back: Essential orientations for the health of the universe.
Exit a burning building.Run from a grizzly bear.Dont run with scissors. Stare at the sun.Or wipe your crotch.Back to front....
Beyond Beyond Absolute Infinity is Not the Whole Point!
The incomplete picture of merging my drop with the ocean, and my desire to balance it with a merging of...
Sexy Talk Love Poem Orbiting a Black Hole
I crave your mirror.And nature to reflect.I miss your connect.It get so slow off here.In the relative planes of existence....
TO FALL IN LOVE: A love Poem to myself from mySelf.
To fall in love.Is to fall through all your perceptions. Behind all the curtains. Go back.Back farther. More back.Be aware...
WHEN I MAKE A CHOICE – I do not doubt
WHEN I MAKE A CHOICE… I do not doubt. Unless I do. In which case, I do not doubt the...
PURE AWAKENED EXISTENCE AND BEYOND
You know those magical mornings that feel like you were dropped into this body for the very first time? Nothing...
Develop Conviction in Your Destined Glory
Glory (noun): magnificence and beauty resulting from truth. Be a living example of glory, of the infinite abundance and worthiness...
Heartbreak Transcendence: Falling In Love to Beyond
There it was again: all I desire… Every peak insight, every moment of falling in love.Every juicy sexy dance, side...
Falling in Love When the Surreal Is Real
I slip into a lucid dream with him so easy. He plugs into the goddess that I feel in my...
Desire: Satisfying and I Want More
I just realized a nuance of desire that’s been throwing me off balance. When the nuance is just right, it...
Too much beyond, can’t feel myself for two months now
I’m very serious this subtlification and Beyondness this is happening perpetually daily, like my consciousness is like an air balloon...
Fear of Contextlessness
I can barely drive. I have no spatial sense. Something is driving but it’s not me.I can barely talk.No one...
The Infinite Perspectives of an Open-Centered Being
I don’t have certainty. So any which way would be fine. And even when I do choose a choice, I...
Purifying my attachment with Benthino
I’m having this painful psycedelic experience, naturally… This feeling I’m bringing awareness to. How can I put into words? It’s...