I broke out into cathartic tears last night after my keta call. The last bits of unforgiving, resistance thought melted away into a profound perfection of being, beautiful beyond words. I feel deep love and appreciation for my keta and the intentions we share. My being was full of beauty of epic that I felt the shared mission to be…igniting global awakening.
How amazing to be nurturing a collective consciousness that can learn that much faster together, hold the intention stronger to reflect, purify, empower, and awaken beyond what any one being could do on their own… accomplishing eons worth of work in a matter of years or months that a single being would otherwise take lifetimes to reach. I feel the growth to be an exponential curve that would otherwise be a slow climbing plateu or dead end circle.
Sometimes it feels like magic how the conversation flows. How the points come together to reach epiphanies of perfection of being. How we are merging and vibing and triggering and laughing and allowing and questioning and finding our flow.
That we have a space to apply the teachings and practice shepherding each other.
Even just tuning into the call, before any words, I felt such a sense of belonging, support, love, and being a part of something greater than myself. I feel enveloped in an incredible field of powerful intention and support that is, without a doubt, accelerating my own individual progression as I commit and devote to the group mission. It’s as if the power of the group is giving me the substance, the support, how else can I say?…to apply these teachings that otherwise is rockier my oneself . I imagine myself reporting to an urgent mission of the universe and take it so seriously. Because it is real. Every inch of it is real. In fact, I’ve never felt so much reality in my life as I have engaging these teachings and community. And the more I engage the more real I feel it to be and the more serious my every thought orientation action and focus becomes. It’s like they are with me, my Keta, Benthino, and all we are serving. I have accountability. It’s like the whole mission depends on how I am moment to moment. This work and the community that I can share in nurturing this work…is a core pull of existence that lights everything else up.
Even simply sharing a field of awareness, I had a download of insights that healed my hangups of doubt and guilt I was struggling with earlier that day. There is so much potential to accelerate reality with a collective like this. So much magic and power and potential.