Here’s a clearer, more structured version of your message while keeping its intensity and intent intact:
I feel an undeniable f* yes** toward my destiny. Every f* no** is absolute in every way, shape, and form. All the wobbles are completely cut—100%. I’m sending that message tonight, and once it’s done, I won’t even listen to the response. It’s sealed. From here, I’ll do whatever it takes—working with all these teachers—to see how I can integrate and ground myself, clearing the dissociation so I can fully live here and build with this community. This isn’t a permanent f* no**—it’s temporary, a necessary step in clearing the way.
My clear destiny choice is to build a God-mode container with Frank—one so powerful we can turn reality inside out, connect directly to the source, and refine each other through transformation and creation. Above all else, this is my choice.
My Immediate Path Forward:
- Fix my back
- Get a new car
- Build a strong foundation of work
With this foundation, I want to establish a business with Frank that gives us the freedom to live, travel, and create from anywhere—earning abundantly while embodying our purpose. I want to go all in—to build something so epic it becomes the ultimate expression of our connection.
Cutting the Wobbles & Trusting My Yes
I’m 100% clear that connection games are no longer serving me in any way. They are just wobbles, and I am cutting them completely. The clarity of my yes is so strong that I’m empowering it now. My body literally felt bad on that last call—an unmistakable feedback signal. When I imagined cutting the games, I felt relief and excitement. When I imagined keeping them, I felt disappointment. That contrast was everything.
Going forward, my practice is to pause before answering, and if I’m unsure, default to no rather than going along with something misaligned. It’s better to make a decision that feels good than to force something that doesn’t.
Building a God-Mode Container with Frank
I am creating a container with Frank that is:
- Solid, trusting, and discerning
- Direct to the source
- A super-learning space where anything can be processed, transmuted, and transformed
- A surreal, telepathic, next-level psychedelic relationship—beyond anything I’ve known
This is real. It’s happening. I want to streamline everything to fully embody this trajectory. Cutting out seeking from the outside, we are now creating from within. Within this God-mode container, anything is possible.
And I feel complete—the need to seek other experiences is fully out of my system. I no longer need or want to risk anything for this container with Frank. I want to keep it solid, clear, and sacred while we build this foundation of trust and creation together.
This keeps your passion and certainty intact while making the flow more structured and impactful. Let me know if you want any refinements!