This is so subtle—it can easily get clouded over if I’m not careful. I’m bringing myself back to that edge of clarity, reminding myself of what it feels like. I was definitely on course before Brian, and I remember thinking, “I’m just going to stay home and clarify instead of seeing Brian.” I wasn’t sure then, but now I’ve clarified that it’s not these relationships that I want. I don’t want to spend energy, effort, and focus figuring out how they fit. That’s not my focus. My focus is my destiny, and those who truly fit will show up naturally.
I need to bring my attention back to clarifying the most epic being in all existence, and not indulge in relationships that don’t align with that. There’s a subtle recognition that Brian is not of my desire, and I’m releasing the energy I’ve been putting into him. He’s a “no,” and even Frank—who gave me so much of what I desire—is not what I want. I’m recognizing the indulgence in these connections, but they aren’t serving my destiny. My focus is on honing my path, and the pieces that truly fit will fall into place accordingly.
I’m bringing my attention back to wholeheartedly focusing on refining the most epic being in all of existence. I remember what that feels like. I see the myriad of subtle distractions that can pull me away from my destiny, and all I want is to strengthen and build a life out of that connection. That’s what I truly want.
I was sidetracked trying to figure out Brian, Frank, and other distractions, but that’s not where my focus belongs. It’s like mentally masturbating—wasting energy on things that don’t matter. The point is my destiny, and the most epic being in all existence. I remember what that feels like, and I want to hone that before I let go into some other relationship or circumstance. I need to refocus on honing and clarifying my destiny, and I’m very clear that I got off course. I can’t waste my life trying to build relationships that don’t serve my highest purpose.
I’ve realized that even the car I drive isn’t aligned with what I want. I’m settling on aspects that don’t feel good, and I’m not going to do that anymore. I’m going to pay attention to the subtleties of things that are off, and I’m going to say “no” to anything that doesn’t align with my desire or hone my destiny. I don’t want this car, and I’ll do everything in my power to sell it and start over.
I’m bringing my focus back to clarify my destiny and remember what that feels like. I’ve been distracted by trying to figure out relationships, but I can’t let that happen anymore. What I want is to hone my most epic self, and when I feel that connection to my destiny, the “fuck no’s” are obvious. I don’t want casual sexual connections, and I don’t want to continue engaging with Brian just because it’s convenient. It doesn’t serve what I truly want.
The point is so clearly to hone my most epic self, and to stay on track to my destiny is so subtle. I want to continually hone that connection and prioritize that above all else. I want to build with myself, recognize compensations and distractions, and learn to say no. I’m seeing through my dream of needing a romantic partner right now—I just want my own happiness, to prioritize building my photo business, honing my dance, growing Massari University, and becoming self-sufficient.
I’m releasing the idea that I need partnership living or anything else that distracts from my destiny. I want to stay on course and prioritize my destiny above all. I will say no to anything that doesn’t align, and I’m committed to honing my most epic being for the sake of all consciousness and reality itself. This is my declaration: to hone and clarify my destiny, accelerate the shit out of reality, and bring forth the most epic being in all existence. From here on out, this is my focus, and I will not let myself get distracted by anything less.
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