I feel very disappointed from not effectively channeling the activation that I got from the zoom call meetings and I want to point out the correlation between like be your game Zoom call meetings and unless meetings and feeling super fucking activated and then wasting it with driving and pole dancing and like how much it would have been better to work with sleep but of course yeah it wasn’t in the schedule right okay fine he wasn’t fucking available sure but couldn’t I have at least written the script or something like that then get all the way closer to work with him today the point is as much as you can try to line up those calls with channeling the activation