I am committing to him like I commitejng to a fucking film shoot. I’m doing it to magelf first. Then sharing with him later. 

Intsgrous. Smart. Funny. Affectionate. Anything is possible. He is. U partner. I commit. I choose and commit. And set story g boundaries. Like a fucking film shoot. Let’s go

Actively contemplate expeinr and it grate it. Go.