Noticing how important it is to not share if it’s not relevant for example the thought about whether or not he was talking to me talking to Brie about me and I realized what the fuck does that have anything to do with anything it literally doesn’t fucking matter and I catch it to myself and I let it go and like thank God I also waited on bringing up the trigger because it unfolded in the most perfect beautiful way so this should be an is a reminder to me to really be mindful about when to share and really reflect upon the timing I’m really practicing processing direct with myself and letting it unfold
I’m also noticing that focus is essential to really hone it on the clarify residence and frequency and epicness that I feel and just like feeling fucking alive and great and I really feel that I’m on to something and recognizing how much I was lit up going to that much and connecting with people about meaningful conversation which then catapulted me into clarifying my residence and was channeled into writing that commercial and that was such a fucking epic day that was absolutely my calling and so it’s really important to recognize how that is different than me going to the dance and how drained that I felt and it didn’t resonate and like how it’s really clear to me by the contrast and and not to resist the contrast because I noticed in Sharing what I did with Brian resonated and then the extra bit didn’t resonate and like noticing that difference and also seeing the profundity of perfection that unfolds when I recognize and honor that difference and then from there it’s just like being like okay so my calling is to build communities to go out and have these meaningful conversations they begin to engage in these communities and build this community and begin to have her own calls and like like growth systems to reflect and share and grow with each other and that I would like to have a partner in order to do this with as well and also to like have coffee co-working sessions super focus is super helpful as well and then to channel my blog for sure and content and Global Awakening and then I think just like some random productive work like this and different places super fucking resume I don’t want a bunch of complicated shoots all throughout the week that takes away from my real calling and life purpose and residence which is clarify so like a few film shoots here and there is really good but just like second shooter kind of stuff or whatever you know that’s what I’m feeling anyway staying focused,, but even over talking to myself can also be a form of getting ahead versus edging it and processing it within and going direct to the actuality of the point now