I am officially graduating myself from the gross. The desire is either there, actually in the moment, or its not. No more ideas, concepts, needing to have the gross experience far down the road to know for sure. You can in the moment, stick your toe in, and recognize if it resonates or not. Ask the questions.
I am developing my subtle intuition. Because I respect it, it will develop into a super power. Where I don’t need to be confused and ask around as much. I can sense into the resonance of the field. And trust the frequency. Let go of the story and the shoulds and everthing that is now empty of any substnace anyway. And simple trust the resonance. I have proven enough times now with gross experience that it is accurate.
Developing a fine tuned ability to recognize resonance and trust it. Develop that trust will strengthen it and make it louder. Relax into a moment, to ensure that I am not holding a fixation that could block a desire that is otherwise present. Then follow resonance. No need to necessarily understand intellectually. I can jump way ahead to the alignment itself, and understand intellectually later.