I recognize the Frequncy of desperate figuring out.
Of I’m not there yet.
Of there is a world out there I’m missing out on and have to get to.
Of its not perfect so I won’t take any action.
Essentially I am all I desire to be right here now as I am.
The more I relax, it all unfolds spontaneously and becomes clear.
It is my desperation to figure and get somewhere that holds back what is already mine.