I just had the most surreal download of clarified desire in my entire life. I feel like my higher self has this perfect epic destiny plan and it’s so fucking perfect.
But here I am blind to it, unclear about it, have all these unholistic wants and doubts. And then all the sudden BAM. I get a huge download of the vision. And every last doubt that arises is clarified back into pure clear desire until there are no doubts. No ifs. No buts. It’s all been included and seen through. And then I’m sitting here going wowo wow holy fuck. The universe is going that way like a train I couldn’t stop even if I tried. Unless I wanna renegotiate with my soul maybe but that sounds unnatural and irrelevant to my current intention being incarnate.
This whole time my higher being could see it?! And was hiding it from me? Hah. That’s what it feels like.
The desires get epicer and epicer. And it’s not so much that I’m sitting here desiring it. I mean yes… But it feels like I awaken to desires that are already unfolding… And I get the Intel, oh yeah I do desire this! as it’s already unfolding.