Dear Joe,

Each day, I am acutely aware of the absence of our connection. Yet, I am diligently working to transform this void into a standard I will not compromise on.

I yearn for a depth of intimacy, weaving shared meaning rich with mutual seeing and seen, being in creative Union, a connection all the way to the source, unwavering consistency and availability. Infused with humor and intellect.

The prospect of building a comedy commercial business, engaging in a creative partnership, unraveling the mysteries of existence and transcending them, and embarking on a romantic journey to the very essence of our being with you filled me with immense excitement. Together, we could refine our communication, shatter our assumptions, rewire our perceptions, and manifest a utopia for us both—a lucid dream adventure.

Apparently, it wasn’t meant to be with you. But I will not lose faith in my desire…