If Only You Knew the pain and suffering that I’m working myself through in continually re-experiencing you’re blocking of me without explanation. The torment that I said and did something horribly wrong that I can’t take back…
I’m feeling feelings that are so bad I never even knew existed. All this suffering was not necessary, day after day and it’s already been a month… all you needed to do was have a single conversation with me explaining and communicating that it is over.
The lack of care… the total block without explanation… brings me a kind of Torment I didn’t even know possible. I’ve never experienced anything so painful in my entire life. You didn’t have to do this. all it would have taken was a single conversation and it would have saved me so much misery.
It is clear to me that you’re Behavior is harmful and I don’t want to subject myself to it again. No one should have to go through this. I communicate to people I love. I loved you deeply. I would never do this to you.