COMMITMENT TO OWNERSHIP AND THE MISSION
No matter how hard or painful or stubborn or fixated or disappointed or regretful I feel I am
No matter how much I believe it should or could have been otherwise and I need to feel bad about it
I choose to own my decisions
I choose to own myself
I choose to align to what is and that it couldn’t have been otherwise
That it is only ever showing me more of my own patterns to heal and integrate, so be excited!
I choose to recognize I misaligned away from my want, my source, my desired state
And instead
Own those choices, own those actions, own the actualities as myself
Own the resistance, own the disappointment, own all the feelings too, as things that need to be loved as well
That everything is making me stronger and I make note of staying in alignment with desires doubtlessly in future
And choose and act and be direct to what I want
It couldn’t be otherwise
I made those choices
Out of habit of going through the motions, of hesitating, of misaligning, of indecision, of not fully listening to what I want and choosing it clearly
And then I shift to my desired state without need to pick apart the stories, reasons, process
I shift to the subtle realm, through the eye of the needle, before all that is appearing, where everything is ok as it is
From here I feel what the stories feel like, the process, essentially so, and allow the frequency to unwind
Do not mind even the struggle, allow it to unwind itself.