My declaration of source alignment

When I am in integrity.When I am true. When i tune into the subtleties of the energy… Feel the nuances of the field…and respect them. You rest as the truth. Come from the truth. Devote to the truth. And follow each step laid in front of you one step at a time, coming from here… Then life becomes a beautifully […]

My Declaration Of Alignment

When I am in integrity.When I am true.When I tune into the subtleties of the energy… Feel the nuances of the field…and respect them.I rest as the truth.I come from the truth.I devote to the truth.I am authentic.And I follow each step laid in front of me one step at a time, coming from here… […]

Suffering To Freedom…

I feel the suffering of your heartbreak to be like a raging wildfire burning through every last pattern of limitation and attachment that keeps me from my infinite self empowerment and possibilities for source connection. It shouldn’t have happened. I regret that it happened. you’re not allowed to do this. this can’t be no one […]

Aware of sleep falling

Have u ever been so Aware of yourself falling asleep that the profundity of beyondness and stepping out of/entire dissolution of compartments blisses you out into tears of mindfuck?

Heartbreak Trauma of Joe

The conversation with you was nearly entirely subconscious, I barely even knew what you were saying or what I was saying. I was hanging out Beyond it barely noticing it happening. The conversation was somewhere in the foreground but I was way beyond. That’s why I was so confused as to what happened… When you […]

Insomnia and Polyphasic Sleep

I’ve been under the notion that I need to sleep 8 hours a night every night at the same time in order to be healthy. But I just can’t do it, therefore I’ve assumed have insomnia and need to correct it. But my whole life I consistently have the experience of sporadic sleep….Of nights where […]

Operating from Beyond: Being in the World without a world… And absorptive states

That video! He’s putting words to my beyondness symptom! “Go into the fundamental ground so completely everything else disapears. The world, your. Body… “… He’s describing the problem I’ve been having for the last six months and a regular state I operate from. I beg to differ when he says “it’s not like ur gonna […]

Graduation to a New Octave of Existence

I’m experiencing what used to be years in a matter of days. I’m realizing and glimpsing new desires so epic, it will graduate my being to an entirely new octave of existence once realized. Inevitably…it is already done.

Integrating Fear

I feel that my life is like climbing an intricately diverse mountain face. Alex Honnold free-climbed El Capitan, Yosemite. At that level of self mastery and beyond, bypassing fear no longer is useful…or else you die. How mind-blowingly elegant his relationship with his fear is, that he becomes methodical in engaging it, unraveling and integrating […]