I sample. I go back and forth as a process of digesting.
I process externally
I need time to clarify decisions
Recognize the Absorptive State upon waking and thr in thr way feeling: default cancel plans communicate need space and flexibility
I’m recognizing my tendency to need space to process, and when I wake up in an absorbed state, I need to immediately recognize it and cancel plans. I remember that feeling when something is in the way, and what I need to do when that happens. Almost by default, I want to cancel plans, and […]
Dancing nightly socializing critical
Socializing and dancing are incredibly healing for me, and it’s essential for my well-being that I do it nightly, even when I’m tired. Sticking it out and letting the energy flow through me is what helps me have great conversations and stay balanced. It’s as crucial as brushing my teeth. I sometimes forget my nature, […]
I need days alone and nights to decompress. Otherwise psychedelic weirdness
What universe I’ll wake up in
I was doing things yesterday but I interrupted them to go dance. And then today I couldn’t find any sense of what it was, why I was doing it, or even remember a sense of myself. I feel something to be very weird with my brain that feels like I’m on a psycedelic ride every […]
The point keeps shifting and I have no source connection to do something unless it has point
I can only engage realities that have points and the point of reality is constantly shifting and so the work that I did yesterday I can’t seem to find the point of today for the fucking life of me and I’m just like where the fuck is the point now I guess it’s in something […]
The Nature Claire is Transforming…
Do you… And everywhere I go I forget what I’m doing 2 seconds before forget forget unless I have a very clear contacts or point or someone to connect to I can very easily lose any sort of trajectory or sense of self and it all dissolves away again. I want to have a clear […]
The Nature Claire is Transforming…
Do you… Prefer to do 5 things at once in order for you to feel at peace and be able to listen on what your friend is saying to you? You prefer to stack contexts to feel at peace and focus… And you operate best in a crisis as the eye of the storm? You work. […]