I need partnership and relationship
My setup very much needs partners to build with Joe. If you cannot be one of them…its not that I cna jsut so it on my own now. Rather, now I have to seek other partners to do it with.
I Lost the Point with Joes Loss… And then I realized the desire
I couldn’t find the point. Joe was gone. He always helped me find the point. Everyone else I talk to can’t speak to my point, or hold space to help me find my point. Joe always got to the point with me, all the way to the source. He was my source romance. He was […]
I fell in love when you left me
I’ve never fallen so deeply in love as I have when you left me. The profundity and depth of our connection has exploded Within Me that I can’t imagine any amount of sex or pleasure topping the Ecstasy of this connection that I feel is from my experiences with you. I love you to infinity, […]
All is as I desire… More shifting of Joe pain…
I shifted my pain of Joe the other day when I allowed myself to imagine that he was playing a higher self game with me… That he loved me unconditionally and was teaching me a beautiful mindfucking lesson that goes beyond the circumstance…and his higher being was playing with my higher being… It felt so […]
Im getting closer to getting Joe Breakup Trauma
And then I got it.I saw how I was relating to you.Sharing every inch of intimate process…like vomiting it to you…And yet u dissecting it and picking it apart when that’s something I need to do myself….And u can go on and on and on. And it’s overwhelming. I got angry… I was sharing too […]
Dear Joe 2: Breakup Trauma Lesson of Certainty
You cut me off without explanation. Blocked me on all fronts. I isolated my illusion of certainty.I desired to hear from you, are you with me? Or is it done?I wanted to know. But also, whether you talk to me or not, what really changes? How can I trust this won’t happen again? that you […]
Suffering To Freedom…
I feel the suffering of your heartbreak to be like a raging wildfire burning through every last pattern of limitation and attachment that keeps me from my infinite self empowerment and possibilities for source connection. It shouldn’t have happened. I regret that it happened. you’re not allowed to do this. this can’t be no one […]
Dear Joe, I was only really able to let you go when I realized my desire for you… How totally in love with you I am… Was doubtless. And I accepted it. And I release the form of having you.
I Desire A Relationship Beyond A Relationship
Listening to the ceremony vows, I resonate with the commitment to truth… But it goes beyond the form of a relationship. Beyond committing to a single person in form. I want a relationship that goes beyond the form of a relationship… That is to the absolute truth. I imagine this kind of romance to the […]