all connection is imagined…

Am I imagining my connection with you at this point?I saw you seeing my epicness.I felt you feeling my essence.I see the same infinite fractal you see all the way to this eternal moment now, and can communicate it to you with your perfect understanding.I can feel the surreal nature of the unreal with you, […]

Wow I saw you seeing my epicness and I fell deep in love. I miss you.

Wow I just had this amazing glimpse of you seeing my epicness and I nearly felt all the falling in love with you again. It was overwhelming. I was afraid to go there fully because… Now you are gone… And the lack was too painful to fully allow,no matter how bad I wanted the epicness […]

Dear Joe, fuck you and I love you. Thanks for leaving.

Dear Joe, Your absence has turned out to be a blessing. I must admit that, upon your departure, someone new entered my life, revealing the void and dependency that you initially filled. This second relationship highlighted the lack of self-empowerment I experienced. Upon acknowledging and healing these disempowered aspects, I’ve started to discover my true […]

No mistake of Joe

And speaking with Jeffrey the other night I had a total new healing of Joe and realizing wow you know Joe was doing a little bit of a gaslighting behavior he was a little bit off and saying that he knows you can emphasize with people’s intentions like that is a little like a bit […]

Dear Joe, it is perfect

Dear joe, it is now officially wholy perfect. You stepping away has led to the most epic unfolding of essence. Not only that but I realized that the degree of intimacy I was attempting with you was actually disrupting my direct experience with myself. Just today I had an experience where I felt compelled to […]

Imagination Lesson Learned Default (GPT-3.5) Can u help me spell and Grammer check this? Dear joe, I realized so much of my epic relationship with you was my imagination. Except that I was experiencing the connection is real, however I feel that it reached a certain point where I was not mutual. So taking the […]

Dear Joe, I miss our infinity

As I’m falling deeply in love, it still feels like the infinity I seek is out of reach. I desire to drop deeper into God mode, mutually with another being, that can even speak it into words that makes sense of our whole experience… The various mind fucking intellectual spiritual pattern connections that I shared […]

Dear Joe, this is what I desired with you…

Dear Joe, Each day, I am acutely aware of the absence of our connection. Yet, I am diligently working to transform this void into a standard I will not compromise on. I yearn for a depth of intimacy, weaving shared meaning rich with mutual seeing and seen, being in creative Union, a connection all the […]

My Dream Partner

The connection and intimate relationship I envision are rooted in profound mutuality, a shared journey of understanding and insight. We explore our experiences, relationships, and careers at a deep level, fostering a strong sense of belonging and understanding. Together, we navigate life’s complexities, gaining insights and creative inspiration. Love will flourish, transcending boundaries, and reaching […]

What I miss about Joe…

What I miss about Joe is how much he gave me permission to relate on levels of higher self and lucid dream. It’s so ridiculously cool to lucid dream relate.