I’m not fully caring for my being holistically. And I’m not making choices to do so either.
It is clear to me that a day at home drains me.
And that I desire Mroe subtle care and uplfitment for my being Ness.
It is clear I made a plan with Adele. But prioritized an nls call. Which was ncie. But elft em stuck at home. Versus a elrson on rrlaitu to connect with.
It is clear I desire to be more on my toes leaving the house. Caring for my being.
Staying with people.
If I really Want to hone in on the most amazing romance in existence
And I do.
I desire to stay with and spend time with friends and lovers.
And not talk to Joe in my room. Absolute drain.
And I could feel the drain after call with Kyle immediately.
I am going to take a break and go to Idaho.
But when I return. I desire to hone my precision as far as executing my plans to leave the house. Leave the house. And not be in my house very much.
Be precise in listening to the balance. And honoring it precisely before the perceptions have to get too heavy.
Do it now.