What I truly start deepening this self-romance direct to myself for its own sake and start actually embodying and owning that I’m the only being in all of existence for myself for no other than the one it is like holy fucking shit it’s like turns the whole thing inside out and I see it click at the place for me it’s not from giving it away to God it’s actually from owning on every inch of it and they’re only being me and it’s literally just me directly source living the most epic assistance ever and it’s the biggest fuck as fuck as fuck as fuck as fuck as fuck as fuck holy shit fuck wow

Enjoy it for its own sake. Wowowoow. All triggers dissolve when you see the why and they are owned. Wososo