Okay interesting so what I’m feeling into right now is a desire that I’ve already had and I’ve already tasted and I’m already been on track too feeling the power that is fully within me and Desiring clear as fucking day to just shut out the world so I can God mode the fuck out of my destiny frequency and I know what that is I know what that’s like I know what my super absorptive is sore smokes I’ve been like and I’ve had this desire for a long time and even lately it’s becoming more clear this is what I want and I want to begin to turn the world inside out on the regular to the point where this is my lifestyle where I’m not like fucking tolerating mediocre States I want to be able to turn the world the fuck inside out I want to be in my fucking car and tap into a fucking State and Bliss out on whatever I want whatever edit whatever fucking photo whatever project like whatever whatever but I’m blessing out turning the world inside out for its own sake in my destiny frequency state and I want to starting next week like especially that’s going to be my theme of like okay I’m fucking turning reality inside the fuck out we’re shutting out the shits we’re shutting out the obligations we’re shutting out like so much of this outside world and I want to edit on my own I want to get into State on my own I want to you know build out clarify and that epic frequency I want to turn the world inside out and digest all these permission slips and more and more proved to myself the causeless nature of my true self like I have these programs in place that got to go like this whole
This whole thing about being obligated to people like it’s got to go this whole thing about fearing missing out it’s got to go this whole thing about like getting it perfectly right and making it perfect choice has got to go it is so unfolding perfectly Beyond me and for me without me even trying and I don’t even have to do anything it’s just being uncovered it’s just being cleaned out like these programs but I got to get it perfectly right I got a perfect choices and blah blah whatever and all these permission slips that I’m using better than I’m misinterpreting as I have to work hard and get it perfectly right it’s not the case I am listening to those qualities in which my true self is being uncovered under those circumstances but it is not the circumstances itself I’m only experiencing this quality so I can tune into that fucking frequency digest those permission slips and have it more purely causelessly so that’s where I’m headed towards sure causeless Destiny state of being all day everyday like you know and these little subtle differences digest the shit out of them until they’re unified and it’s just one fucking being and source and there’s no cause and there’s no doing and it’s just pure fucking Bliss okay but notice the difference is and it will be done for me my back is being healed for me if I need a new car fucking let me fucking know get it for me if I need a new seat let me know get it for me like feel into the highest Destiny frequency and let it be done for me like all I’m ever fucking doing is digesting the programs and the permission slips that I think my true self are in until I have it in and of itself I can bring it online anywhere anywhere anytime it’s mine that’s my Essence and then more of myself will be brought to me those experiences will come to me to reflect to it I’m going to fucking DP all sorts of fucking films I’m going to be in that fucking State’s going to be beautiful to me powerful it’s going to be fun as fuck that is done great in the meantime I’m keeping my own State turn the world inside out the point is I’m letting go of my programs I’m going to listen to that call again keep it in my fucking system and what I needed was to like take myself out of this world like I just want to fucking flow in the purity of my true self that’s why I want to go up North and then I want to fucking edit you know you just got to piece the best pieces together I can do that in two days no fucking problem then drive back like that’s what I want that’s what I want and there’s no mistake in that there’s no air in that there’s only fucking freedom there’s only fucking freedom okay and that’s what I really want is freedom and I want to build a life around this Destiny of clarify god mode that I have felt is me and mine and that I’ve only imagined being possible if super accelerating clarify films I’m super accelerating my god mode Creations like I fucking felt like me scratching the surface of that yesterday and it felt too good to be true and it wasn’t fully set up yet right I didn’t have the internet I didn’t have the situation it wasn’t fully set up right yet but like fucking get this shit together that’s going to be my consistent fucking experience is blissful Destiny Creations flowing the fuck through me films I’m fucking leading poles I’m fucking dancing videos I’m fucking doing and I’m enjoying it I’m doing the fuck out of it and it’s a consistent edge of destiny that is possible that is mine that is done and I and I’m just uncovering what’s already done it’s already fucking done that whole videos done those videos are done that frequency is done and I’m just on doing and letting go of the programs just letting go of the programs that’s it
The only thing that’s happening is I’m just like I’m feeling the surface with a bunch of like like perceptions and thoughts of like me trying to strategize it when it’s just natural it’s just what I am already it’s just already fucking done that’s it so if I were to write this program it’s basically that that I’m I’m coming into a new life of clarified destiny god mode where those little glimpses of oh my God is it possible that I can just fucking super accelerate the shit out of this edit enjoy the fuck out of this creation and like yeah it’s super excited all these videos and getting some more like filming and directing yeah and like make a cool pool video and learn that dancing and like enjoy my own dance yeah fuck yeah yeah it’s already yours it’s already done and I feel like when that is the case it’s more like yeah I when I am in love with my destiny I’m going to have several love relationships several it’s it’s not dependent on just one it’s Costless as fuck like I want I want to go enjoy different kinds of connections and bigger bigger dicks like no offense to him but like I’ve had better sex than that and I want to experience really good sex so in summary all I’m doing is I’ve already my destiny I’m simply letting go of the programs that tell me I need to do I need to figure out I need to solve that I messed it up that’s exactly what I’m fucking letting go of that’s exactly what’s purifying because I’m causing this awareness I’m allowing my programs to drop away resting in the purity of my true self and I’m coming into new lifestyle where I am that Destiny frequency and I’m lining up for the fucking epicness that I want to feel and experience which is beautiful fucking Creations beautiful fucking films beautiful fucking states of being that are causeless that are just amazing and then in the in between states I have more infinite access to that like I can make a list and have infinite access to that state is being the fucking car and doing the fuck out of my state and and if you need like if you keep noticing the differences and you want to balance with some of these permissions lips go fucking ahead but you notice the shit out of that difference until it’s dissolved into the purity of your calls this nature which is already the case okay okay like I had that other day when I was like so worried that I messed it up and then I drove back home and it was like no there was there was my fucking Destiny it was right there and so from this perspective it’s like yes I want to go to this dance and camp and just be fucking free just be free and do this at it and just be fucking free that’s what I want that’s what I fucking want so now I’ll meet him for a little bit but I do want to pull dance fuck yeah I do because that’s a state that I want to be familiar with and that’s important that I’m familiar with it