My dad overheard parts of Benthinos video, the most resonant parts nonetheless, and he was quick to ask me, “why you listening to all that nonsense claire? It’s just a bunch of words that mean nothing…”
I had a moment of total shock, then fear, then anger. We’re we watching the same video? It was literally the video that has been changing my life radically for the last several weeks and points me straight to the edge of Epic every time I watch it.
I quickly realized I’m so convicted in the essence of where and to Benthino is speaking, that I have directly experienced it myself without any question about it. So my reaction to my dad is completely unnecessary and actually totally beside the point. When I rest in the point to which he is speaking anyway, it doesn’t matter what my dad thinks obviously. I hear his thoughts without trigger. Holy Shit. Now that’s conviction. Reaction is dipping out of the point.
I feel my parents and I are aliens to each other and operating on completely different layers of existence. We meet on very specific points that our blueprints have come together to help each other out. But other than that we are aliens. And yet also we are one… so go figure.