I still don’t fully get what’s happening or why, but I must say that when you broke up with me for the first couple weeks I had the most epic expansion of Falling in Love, insights into new dreams, and epic connection to source that felt better than any sex imaginable. And it was through Romancing your form and my relationship to you that I experienced this. It was like as soon as I lost you I got the download of all I desired with you. So I really don’t get how you could be gone now, now that I am clear as could be in my desire for epic Source partnership Romance and creative Union. I desire a higher self Romance on levels of reality way beyond our characters. You could do this with me and I wanted to go deeper.
I feel that I took our relationship for granted and didn’t even consider what you really were to me or what was potential.
In the future I want to communicate clearly my desires and consistently reassess them, and engage them accordingly. Check in with where we’re at.
I also desire a relationship that communicates and won’t just abandon me at the drop of a hat.