I wasn’t putting my attention on the conversation, I was way behind it an entirely subconscious basically. I don’t fully get what Gaslight means I was looking for a word that meant you weren’t listening to me. After the fact I talk to people and looked it up and of course you were not gaslighting me. That’s ridiculous and too strong of a term. In fact you had wonderful points during the conversation and you were entirely right. I just was caught off guard not paying attention. I don’t understand how that could equal a complete rejection of me it makes no sense and it pains me constantly.
