The fear is coming from desire for him.

Infact everytime I feel a I need Joe he’s not here block, I instead relax into I already have Joe’s essence perception…and I accelerate free toward my desire.
My only fear in letting go of that perception, is that then I won’t need Joe and will forget about him entirely. Wow.

But won’t he naturally arise as relevant, once I truly free dive into my potential without him? He is here essentially. So much of his essence is here.