I feel the suffering of your heartbreak to be like a raging wildfire burning through every last pattern of limitation and attachment that keeps me from my infinite self empowerment and possibilities for source connection.
It shouldn’t have happened. I regret that it happened. you’re not allowed to do this. this can’t be no one ever ignores me. I need closure. I need certainty. I need to understand. I need to figure it out. I need to solve it now. I need you. it hurts so much I could just die.
And I do. Die To all these little ways my energy contracts, the pain breaks the structures of thinking and believing, all the grooves… so that again energy flows. Your hooks are purified. My higher self insists more freedom than I thought I was ready for.
Moment by moment, my desire for you is realized and released from your form. And just when I think it’s over… Fuck me… The fire rages deeper… How in the world did I fall so deeply in love with you?? I was so attached…I see where I let form supercede source. I release you dammit.
I release you.