I shifted my pain of Joe the other day when I allowed myself to imagine that he was playing a higher self game with me… That he loved me unconditionally and was teaching me a beautiful mindfucking lesson that goes beyond the circumstance…and his higher being was playing with my higher being…
It felt so true and amazing and I felt an explosion of falling in love romance.
And then today I realized that might be a bit delusional….becauae still no contact. What if he really did want to end the relationship?
But actually it is essentially true. Just switch Joe to my own higher self… And Bam. This is the case.
I found this sweet spot of utter peace when I let myself be convicted that everything was as I desire, and my higher self has got my back… Aligning things to perfection on my behalf even when I don’t understand.
And even though it blows my mind that Joe could have such amazing connection with me all these years and then just one day cut me off because I wasn’t paying attention to the conversation for half a minute…
Like just utterly rest in conviction it is perfect and not need to. Waste anymore time thinking about it…