Listening to the ceremony vows, I resonate with the commitment to truth… But it goes beyond the form of a relationship. Beyond committing to a single person in form. I want a relationship that goes beyond the form of a relationship… That is to the absolute truth.
I imagine this kind of romance to the source. And I imagine it with you… But that includes even letting go of it needing to be you.
And still, you are the closest form I can imagine that could have this kind of lucid dream, higher being, epic psychedelic, utter commitment to our becoming and truth beyond all form, kind of relationship.
That we can love each other so profoundly we could even let eachother go if it was true. And I still fall in love to infinity.
So I do it now. I let go of it needing to be you, and still being doubtless in the essential desire. Knowing it is true.