Don’t look to ppl for answers anymore.
Fuck mom and Joe.
Listen to what I’d desire.
Don’t fucking over think it
Instant alignment.
Or else go to the spruce and chat with Hugo about it.
No fucking duh.
More sinatant alignment no hesitation.
Feel the field and go.
Negotiate as needed.

Now relax and let go. Lesson learned. Readjust in future. No need to punish. Instead apply lesson now.