Why did I surrender my vision? To stay over after the shoot? That was my vision and desire.
And I gave it up. But I bet I could have easily voiced it. And gotten what I desire. And slept better. Felt more real and balanced. Next time voice your desire.
LESSON: recognize gods true desire… Ie to stay over after the shoot. And Voice It!!! STAND UP FOR GOD’S TRUE DESIRE. He may agree!! Don’t just surrender to what is…that he goes out to another dance. Stand up for what I want and feels most aligned. And see if the other party aligns as well! Maybe he will rest with me.