I loved our call. So full of connection, relevance, and resonance. Thank you all.
What confused me and still does a bit me was Grace’s (loving!) annoyance. In my experince, I was present, connected, resting complete, and reflecting on my perspectives I had prior that day that were incomplete. To hear romees suggestion about purely shifting was precisely the missing piece I wanted to hear to remedy and integrate those incomplete perspectives. I was excited to connect the dots back to the one! Excitment and new epiphanies into completion is my nature.
In hearing reflections I recognize the point is to connect to what is relevant and let go of the rest. No one perspective is absolute and all has a kernal of truth.
From one angle, I see relevance in releasing excitment/thought and resting in pure presence. I recognize when it is too much or is a compensation. It’s a relevant exploration to “sober up” and see that I am free of needing pumped upness. Already today I felt a subtle eveness, peace, and ability to let go of all the exciting desires as felt natural.
From another angle, even in resting back and dropping into presence, I find visions, excitement, interweaving thoughts, epiphanies, variety of beautiful desires, places to go and people to talk to all rushing through me at once. I accept it all as myself and my nature. I can see through them and not need them simultaneously as I align to them from a balanced place.
I am careful not to force stop the excitment or whatever desires arise within me as it can go against my nature and bypass the bumpers that keep me on course to the alignment of my reality.
I appreciate all the reflections as they all contain truth, and no one but me can discern their relevance and application, know intimately my nature, and if I am choosing from fear or empowerment.
At the end of the day, that is the point: Am I free and empowered? Or in other words, am I in alignment?
And then I got to the end of writing this and it hit me… annoyance with all my thinking and the desire to let it go and rest in peace. Dang it! I totally get what she’s pointing to and feel what she feels!! Haha.